Alone and in tears I think of the past

Alone and in tears I think of the past
Remember the sadness that all i have left.
Being with you went away too fast.
In tears and on the floor again I am alone.
Death on my mind, how should I die?
Blood pouring out I can’t tell if its mine.
Fate which has my life, when will it end?
Raining on me, or do these tears fall from my eye
Where is the person who wants me alive?
Who is the one who will stop these tears?
When will I ever be saved?
What will you do if I never come back?
Now I Know my fate and will leave
Here is the vein which will end it.
There it watches me, the knife in my hand.
And with one slash I lie on the ground.
Now that I slowly die I hear your voice.
Now that I see you face, I hear you cries.
Now that your close to me I feel your warmth.
Now that its dark and quiet you disappear.